-result of restlessness-

times like these i just wanna stick my head into a bucket of acid

bass was revived today!
by a very kind soul at sweelee who gave no charge for his services...
seemed like the bass had a screw which was very loose in it o.O
nevertheless...
hooray for its revival! :D

oh yes... forgot to mention
my bass died yesterday
how sad is that.
haiz...

so many issues
feminism
capitalism
anarchy
patriarchy
socialism
orientalism
patriotism
colonialism
so many problems
depletion
abuse
over population
consumption
degrade
commercialisation
starvation
unequality
so many factors
principles
conscience
humanity
karma
soul
beliefs
tradition
religion
ideologies
media
government
society
big talk
more words
little action
no action
to be enlightened
in the light
cleansed

like you're undeserving of a breathing space
couldn't care less


words
and more words

>>so you're saying it's perfectly alright to be stupid because the other people around you are stupid as well?


listen : mogwai - take me somewhere nice

this week i'm on time...
friday fiVe!

1. Using one adjective, describe your current living space.
airy? as in... there's a lottt of breezes these days


2. Using two adjectives, describe your current employer.
UN EMPLOYED and broke.
i mean i'm unemployed and broke, not my employer...


3. Using three adjectives, describe your favorite hobby/pasttime.
hmm... loud, quiet and aggressive :p


4. Using four adjectives, describe your typical day.
lazy slow musical dusty


5. Using five adjectives, describe your ideal life.
full fun rich lived-up andddddd... hmmm.
simple :)

find the beauty within

i guess my mom got kinda upset when she *realised* that i didn't attend the o lvl math examinations i re applied for
gave her a straight No when she asked to confirm...
couldn't explain why not though so i didn't

feeling a little bummed about the whole thing right now o.O

anyway the letter of proof was misplaced
but then again i doubt i would have gone even if it wasn't.
because that decision to reapply was made half heartedly
i mean, what's the point of doing something when you haven't got YOUR heart set on it?
oh well...

passerby, passerby.
are you just another passerby
or are you here to stay,
in my life?

my drummer turns 21 today...
it's nice to see people growing older each day (year) and still being very into what interests them most instead of being a huge working cynical jaded arsed and bored slob who just cannot be bothered to get their fat asses off wherever they are taking up space at to LIVE and then spend the off day from the work they complain non stop about lazing sleeping drinking fucking smoking wasting time.
not like i've got anything against people like that...
okay so i lied there o.O
i do have something against them
it's the "oh it's my day off today and i'm so SO so freaking bored but i just can't be bothered to do anything about it so i think i'll just go back to bed" line that pisses me off
maybe this is just the way society is, i don't know...
i just hope to be one of the luckier ones who finish school and then chance upon opportunities to do what they are really really interested in doing.
but if there's no luck, i'll still be trying to make things work right.
because even if society is really this way, life is what we make out of...

somebody loves you baby

click on this.
weird how that extra big word there looks so alienated on its own huh?