t'was a long and dreary day at school...
a total of 7 hours spent on listening to/giving presentations -__-

was talking to a friend about her not being able to decide between com. d and jewellery d on the train home.
and that had me confused all over again...

my heart's with painting... i really wanna major in painting.
but i'm still not sure about being able to handle the super high costs of the course (3 more years if on a bachelor degree) and future prospects after the course are a blur.
whereas jewellery design... although i personally have not tried my hand at it, tackling the road with a diploma in that course seems and feels like a whole lot easier.

smsed my drawing lecturer about it and she said to pick something i'd be most comfortable working with.
she also said that, ultimately, it's not going to be so much about the choice, but how you handle the things that come with it.

and yeah, of the 5 we're allowed to pick, i've only chosen 2...


tomorrow, the option form is due.

today we went to the zoo
yes, the ZOO... :)

check the post AND pictures here

:) :) :)


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may god bless all the aspiring fashion/interior/product/communication designers...
if it wasn't for jay i would have probably died trying to think of designs and filling models with colours :X


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we're supposed to mark 5 options out of the 13 that we would like to major in
my mind's a blank after the first 3...

and i'm really reallly thinking
if painting/jewellery design/ceremics would be wise choices

to put it simply, it's dreams vs reality here...

it's been a mad rush...
projects after projects after projects after projects
what else is new?

and geez thank goodness i did not set my mind on majoring in fashion design

how are you feeling today?


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why do i always allow myself to be bled dry?


horrid.

so it was like deja vu all over again; the dark, gloomy madness and a sense of dread filled tragedy running through the streets and veins of the beings who believed. everybody was preparing to take cover on low grounds - huge sheets of comfort to hover underneath, handkerchieves to blind the world away when It has arrived. you could see some clinging on tight to their loved ones, as if those were the last few moments they'd be hanging around and among the living deads. what came next was a fury wirl of the unexplained and with of no reason happenings; guy from that gig ushering us to a space outside the classroom of a deserted school, more and more people joining us, chattering nervously while waiting for demise. paranoia and confusion soon overtook reasoned states of mind, later followed tears of blood, grief, threats, hatred. her modesty outraged in a small cubicle, mother and child were then found locked in and cursed. both were in states of semi consciousness, former resting in an over flooded bowl full of semi solid waste, only to be awoken after her hysterical screams. an elderly lady spirit unlocked the doors of the cursed and mother was helped to escape, leaving 4 other small children and that spent soul of hers. nevertheless, amidst all the chinese traditional music playing out of thin air, the evil lady spirit was stupid and slow enough to allow being tricked into entering light, thus losing all forms of magical powers. all saved, it was time to relieve the rest of the world from this drugged madness. she left the raging spirit in the hands of a stranger and stumbled towards consciousness, alone.





suddenly it became difficult to see the dreams,
the dreams we used to believe in...

so beautiful.

<3

backwards spiral galaxy
NGC 4622



most spiral galaxies have arms of gas and stars that trail behind as they turn
this one is special because it has two "leading" outer arms that point toward the direction of the galaxy's clockwise rotation.
its outer pair of winding arms are full of new stars that are shown in blue...
"Galaxies, which consist of stars, gas, and dust, rotate very slowly. Our Sun, one of many stars in our Milky Way galaxy, completes a circuit around the Milky Way every 250 million years. NGC 4622 lies 111 million light-years away in the direction of the constellation Centaurus."



spitzer telescope sends rose for valentine's day
NGC 7129



a cluster of newborn stars were found in a rosebud-shaped (and rose-colored) nebulosity
and this cluster covers a region that is about one quarter the size of the full moon...
"Within the astronomically brief period of a million years, the stars have managed to blow a large, irregular bubble in the molecular cloud that once enveloped them like a cocoon. The rosy pink hue is produced by glowing dust grains on the surface of the bubble being heated by the intense light from the embedded young stars.
Three very young stars near the center of the image are sending jets of supersonic gas into the cloud. The impact of these jets heats molecules of carbon monoxide in the cloud, producing the intricate green nebulosity that forms the stem of the rosebud."





amazing...... isn't it?
i really like the rosebud cluster of stars
it's far too surreal to be in actual existence

this was a rather interesting page i surfed upon...

*click*click*



dumddeedum...

anyway, we visited the art museum today
field trip -_-
and we went on tour led by an old lady who spoke only to the ants.
tomorrow we will be going to the botanic gardens
for yet another drawing class project.


he's gone MIA...
*sigh*