like a tuneless song in my head
it's never felt so lonely in my life

so lonely baby




Listen: ida - little things

alo?alo?

such a contrast, the 2 spaces felt to the touch
it's as sunny as hell outside and cool cucumbers in here

so i've got into the course...
not like it's difficult to get in anyway :x but it's just a relieve that, you know...it's officially confirmed and all...

we spent about a total of 26 hours together to celebrate our
6th MONTH anniversary... <3 <3
a little stoned now cos of the lack of sleep and erm too much of err?well nevermind... stoned i say :p
erm yeah anyway it's time to get back to workkk

tomorrow:
art history exam
4 textile projs due
3 comD projs due

with presentations.

updates here will be done maybe later......


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ssttxxyy@hotmail.com says:
hehe ~~~you will be a artist. i envy you so much~~

your non paradoxical super ego says:
fashion designer not artist meh?

ssttxxyy@hotmail.com says:
but i like painting so much~~~

your non paradoxical super ego says:
i feel sad for you

ssttxxyy@hotmail.com says:
fashion is more business~~

ssttxxyy@hotmail.com says:
i like not about money too much~~~

ssttxxyy@hotmail.com says:
because art can not use money to weigh

today, the interview was over in 5 minutes.

there were 3 of them

their last words were 'See you'




your own disaster

remember the cold late nights and pre-dawn mornings
remember comfort by soft sad croons that filled my head

remember that little corner which was mine to hide in
remember tear stained cheeks when emotion overruns

remember endless angst filled pages of words
remember falling asleep to make-believe reveries

remember every yearning of wanting change
remember the stoicism to calamities unforeseen


remember having life done justice on every moment's worth
remember fighting for everything that seemed like they didn't matter
remember other immeasurable spaces over the milkyway
remember having broken free from conformity



remember forsaking every fallen tear

remember letting go

why do we feel the things we feel?

why are things always so friggin difficult?


when you hurt
you hurt alone,
and silent tears will fall.

and everything i wanna be
is just another silly dream you see
but i'll keep dreaming just the same

*saveferris*

it's been a decade now, since his demise

one up for the hero

if this is how life is going to be like
I'd rather be dead than continue hanging around

*sigh*

very very rainy this afternoon is

but that's still no excuse...
to not finish the work due tomorrow
..zzz...
just 4 more weeks then i'm done

had a very nice weekend (i really really did) at the rugby7s...
saturday was super duperr sunny... got sunburnt and all
so i was all dressed for the sun on sunday
then it started POURING and the kallang river somehow found its way into the national stadium.
we ended up walking around barefooted and dripping wet and freezing cold...
things got a bit boring at one point of time, after the france vs RSA match
ice box was just behind us and we had cups.........

all i can say is that he's a bad, bad bad bad baddd actor :p

jaklyn's staying over the next 2 days
i never knew my room could be THIS neat until i cleared the floor for an extra mattress
too bad i haven't got a camera with me right now...

i'm sucking on the sugarfree swirlywirly red and white lollipop
it's sour. o.O


i miss you
you. you. you you you you you.



REEKING PROCRASTINATION

first choice was painting and jewellery design 2nd
that was all but later in the afternoon one of the administrative ladies called me up to get me down at the office to fill in 3 more options 'just for fun and my tabulation because you'll probably get into painting'
duh.
3rd interior design
4th animation
5th fashion design

had a bit of a dispute with my drummer earlier in the morning
resulted in a no jam session this week

so much for a happy april fool's day