christmas came and went yet again and this year's not much of a difference from the past ones; except that it was the 2nd christmas I've had spent with my dearest. been spending quite an amount of time with my younger brother of 11 years old as well, it being the holidays and all. don't ask why but I'm starting to fear for him; that he'll walk jay's path of prediction and grow up a wuss or a whiney tantrum throwing brat. yes, even in front of his own friends. not that he's all bad, there are times when he is actually easy to get along with.

just how do you knock related sense like that into kids of that age?

then there's the ultimate pain in the ass 25-yr-old-but-not-grown-up-yet elder brother. seriously I'm gonna cry for the girl (if there will even be any) he takes for a wife in future.

all that dirty laundry...

gosh sometimes I can't wait to move out of this friggin mad house

and when my neighbour decides to sleep over tonight because he and my bro are of the same age and friends and they were squabbling over GAME OF LIFE just minutes ago before getting all excited about spending the night together... suddenly I become the nanny although they're both old enough to go to the loo without worrying about the THING from the mirror or the toilet bowl and the THING coming from under the tv, the THING from the balls and the THING in an inflated float... first was shaolin soccer then was instant pasta and iced tea before they decided on having disney songs on a cd player accompany them through the night. my mom says it's all a guy's thing. anyway had enough for today and I have a feeling it's gonna be yet another let's-stay-up-and-watch-the-ceiling night when I hop into bed later on because my legs are all jumpy and restless and feeling like they need a run. then earlier in the day was a headache neckache and a stomachache and episode 6666666666 of The Adventures of Living With a Smartass. damn... the things we go through for blood. not all was bad though, the first 9 hours of my day was niiiiiiiiiicee. <3


but if i'm dying then the cookie monster's already dead. SO I MUST HANG IN THERRRREEE


silly boy's probably asleep.

probably? what am i saying

hello everybody

there had been a shooting in Columbus, Ohio at a nightclub where Damageplan was performing yesterday night. at least 5 were killed and 2 injured. unfortunately, 2 deaths were of now ex members of damageplan and also ex members of pantera.

Darrell Abbott, affectionately known as 'Dimebag'...R.I.P. The other death in the band is yet to be confirmed.

more?


oh yes.
more anguish?
tsk.

and did you know ohio was the state that had the least votes for bush during the election?

guns.

just speculating. oh well... what's done can't be undone now can it?




[edit] the other guy who died and from damageplan was Dimebag's bodyguard, Jeffery "Mayhem" Thompson.

realised that I haven't been blogging here as much as I used to, lazy? or is there really nothing for me to blog about... perhaps I've found kinder solace in the alternative, the other journal that I have been writing in more often these days...

yesterday, the revival of pipingrad was celebrated and it has been almost a year the first time I visited that site. the comics are still really nice, moronically/sadistically funny but it is a pity that SOME do not get it... :p talking about time, it only feels like yesterday (cliche, i know) that I've joined lasalle, yesterday that I've got acquainted with the now love of my life, yesterday that I turned 16 and life finally started... read through a portion of my old entries on this blog last night and a conclusion was made... although I've so called mellowed out, (we all do at some point), it hadn't stopped the bile rise inside of me from time to time. I suppose there's a good and bad about that, the intensity...

I'm definitely living a different life from what I used to have just 2 years back and although sometimes I have my doubts and uncertainty about what will be of the future from here on, it always helps to think about all the wonderful moments lived in this 'different life' and believe in the future prospects of them...

maybe everything will turn out right, I don't know. maybe this is all redundant because it's still early to say. maybe I shouldn't be thinking so much at all...