wake, drive, school, sleep. wake, drive, school, sleep. wake, school, rugby, sleep. wake, drive, school, sleep. wake, drive, school, rugby, sleep. wake, HELLODEAREST, sleep. wake, HELLODEAREST, sleep. (x3)

well when things are categorised that way, it doesn't seem very tiring at all

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. 4 more weeks. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. stressed. stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. haven't even started on work. OMG OMG. and there are already sleepless nights. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

the past week, sleep has had the company of notebook and pen in reach. thoughts and ideas had the bedside company made convenient. but this should stop soon, before sleep writing arrives in full bloom.

curses of the retarded emo self. thanks regina for making me not feel entirely insane. it's time to go shopping again, and no thanks to the
@!!@@!#!$!>?><@#@!#<>@ lecturers of ______ school.

hello art, my friend.
wouldn't you love to have my debit card in sight.

"If such is the life led...
well, there'd not be waste of any kind when let go."

sometimes all we need is for someone to listen, contemplate and come to a two points of view decision, one being neutral for its positivity or negativity, and the other, personal. because sometimes too much talking in the head or one sided conversations will convince the result of insanity in a brain waved personality image of a psycho over analytical control freak.

sometimes we all need that conviction, assurance, discussion. the possibility of what might be or not be. the discipline to cut back on a bad habit of talking in codes and circles. in fear of letting the psycho over analytical control freak out of the bag again.

to not be the only one in its enclosed world