been rather quick to feeling down easily the past few days... too irritating, too full, too bloated, too achey, too itchy, too thirsty, too warm, too slow, too little, too loud, too lethargic, too messy, too naggy, too dusty, too lazy, too blotchy, too brass, too sleepy, too tired, too broke, too heavy, too soft, too noisy, too arrogant, too crowded, too tight, too hairy, too blur, too naughty, too busy, too boring, too nosey, too ignorant, too unmotivated.........

but you know in some magical way, somehow, he always manages to have them all dissolve into a faraway place called anywhere but here

sweetness. <3

such is the sad state of a silent nation

aggie misses you too

yumyumyumyumyumchompchompchomp

..."Nobody in this story, and no outfit or corporation, thank god, is based upon an actual person or outfit in the real world. But I can tell you this. As my journey through the pharmaceutical jungle progressed, I came to realise that, by comparison with the reality, my story was as tame as a holiday postcard."


- John le Carré

well that's 2 off my list...
- cocteau twins Lullabies to Violaine Vol 1 & Vol 2
- the smiths The Queen is Dead

thanks to sweetness. XD

<3

things done don't just fall into waiting laps

things being more concrete now, they finally slowed to a crawl... there's a lot more happening recently compared to when I was still in school but having events in the current week planned a week before really helps sort things out. been working the same 6 hour shift the past 3 days and tomorrow's the final consecutive one. honestly, that kind of work tires the hell out of me even though there's nothing much to be done there 'cept stand around and be nice a lot. more sleep will probably help though and I'll find out tonight... seriously, how do people handle full time 9-5 5 half days a week jobs? the last full time job I had was 3 years back, it didn't only tire me out... bored the brains out of my shit too and it lasted less than 4 months, thank goodness. tuesday night's the start of another new part time job! good luck to me and everyone else involved XD to date I am involved in 3 part time jobs, 3 other commitments and countless of (over due) errands to run... the list of things to do were put down and stuck to the back of my door on a insomnia movie poster... hope I'll be able to strike some off this week

just thought I'd mention... bf's been reallyreally sweet these days (: happiness.