this is pathetic... i am pathetic
work bloody hell sucks and everybody fucking knows that
drains all life and energy from one
bank account is empty.. they'd better sign my cheque soon
it's been 2-3 weeks now ever since work started
hating every bit of it... screw the free staff rentals
how the hell can one compare free rentals and having a life?
haven't skated for 2 weeks now
haven't jammed for a week at least
good thing i had time to swim in the morning today
otherwise i think i would have gone crazy
it's just too bad i am doing all these for marnee
it's a material world.
need marnee to buy my toys
no toys = no dreams = no life
so
i have to continue working.
i'm super amused by how some of my colleagues can talk about work 24/7
and speak of it like it revolves around their world
it's sick
had some company function earlier
it's a good thing my friend and i escaped from the function 3 hours before it ended
the atmosphere
it was oppressive
i never wanna do what i am doing now when i'm done with studying

started work at videoEZY.. won't be blogging as much as before
work's been nice and easy.. i get to rent any dvds/vcds in the store for fREE :p
working hours are kinda long. 11am til 9pm until the 2nd full time shift's been decided on.
the hours are longer than school and i only get 2 days off every week.
pay is goooood though..
sigh... things we do for $.

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darn right they do

i fucking watched brandtson play live
feeling horribly sick now
might just retch anytime
ahhh at least i caught brandtson on stage
okay i won't start on how over enthu the crowd was
so bad i wanted to dig a hole in the ground and hide

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okay blogger's being an ass....
typed a whole lot of stuff earlier and the site just hung.
annnnyway
3 cheers for blutack!
tack-ed up my stars just about half an hour ago
pretty pretty sighht Ü
room's still quite a mess
though it isn't as bad as what it was a few days ago
looked like some misused storeroom.
waiting for father to bring me to ikea
gotta get a computer desk and boxes to store things in.
yes the comp's on the floor right now..
it's a bloody drag, travelling from punggol to places and places back to punggol
good thing tower records did not call for me to go down for an interview :P
heading down to compass point for dinner later with a friend... it seems like the only *happening* place in this area.
word has it hougang's good for skating
curbs and all
hmmmmmmm...

very weird how brandtson's cherokee red always manages to get me feeling all emo-ish.

i'm missing the old times

all i had today was fast food
some healthy diet...

*pizza hut (12 noon)
- 2 slices hawaiian pizza
*orange julius (6pm)
- bacon&cheese hotdog
- original orange freeze
*starbucks (11pm)
- mushroom wrap

i feel fat

visited borders again today..
5 books and 1 cd on my list
getting this major discount on them.
heh
no prizes for the right guess of why

they say they feel dumb because their job is to run after us skaters
like why the fuck are they telling us
all they have to do is to complain to their seniors
and let the seniors file a report to the highest authority in charge
dumbfucks
to solve this RUN SOME MORE RUN SOME MORE drama they just have to bloody duplicate cbd curbs somewhere else for us
ahh nevermind
would they even bother spending $$$$ on these things.
they'd rather spend on something more PRACTICAL like paying *poor* souls to come chase after us
shithole $ingapore.

yay i've found the stars i want to hang from my ceiling..
a room fit for an angel
heh
right.

just a few days ago i decided on what i'm gonna do with this sweet life o mine..
i also decided that i will go crazy sooner or later if no drastic changes are made
i must admit all these's been nirvana inspired/fuelled...
it's kind of like a turning point here.. right timing too i think
all the planning i've been doing made me realise what LIFE truly is...
but then again i'm only 16, i might be wrong
what's a life with no dreams?
and no... i do not plan to live the typical singaporean dream
the "i wanna have a simple and normal and comfortable life with a stable job" dream
if that is even counted as a dream...?
anyway
opinions differ.
and if all fails i'm leaving this shithole

it's been a great day so far
3 of my cds arrived and 2 more were purchased from borders
*WIDEWIDEWIDEWIDEWIDETHEWIDESTGRINYOU'DEVERSEE GRIN*

hopelessly addicted..

i feeeel offensive tonight

tonight i look up the sky and see no stars i wonder where have all of them gone to it must be some where far a prayer i make in head i will say for you times like these i wish for a real great Almighty angels aflowing from gatefree haven drifting thoughts walking over my beliefs they must be banished the truth i believe you must not let loose of your grip to the real world tell me that an answer some where out there is what can be found to all questions of ours senseless mindless ramblings incoherent words pictorals do not even try linking

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punk kid? emo kid ?
show me relations!
the picture is very pretty tho

today kurt cobain's journals finally came in for sale in borders
today kurt cobain's journals went out of stock....
and today
kurt cobain's journals was bought by me!
hAHhahaahAHAHahAHaHahahAHahahHaahAHahA
HaHahaHahaAHahaHahaHAhahaHahHAhaha
HAhaHahahAhahAHahAHahAhahAhahahHahaHAHA

lotsa thanks to ZoRt
ZoRt!

invasion of privacy you say?

fake.

i'm gonna stop blogging for a while now
moving over to punggol today for a week... with all my cds and books packed in a bOx
so i'll be all alone :)
man i hope this will work out
i'm s'posed to be doing some intensive revision over there
maths chemistry maths chemistry maths chemistry maths chemistry
....ZzzzzzzzzzzZ.....
you know what i'm gonna miss most while i'm gone?
my mp3 files :P

>but the fact is that.....
>i have been single for quite a while and i have almost forgotten how that touch feels
warm? filled with love?
>i know those lah.
>it's just the feeling that i've lost.
n ure wondering whether if u ever will feel that way again?
>yeah.
ah
same boat
heh.

got this super duper long survey off some forwarded email and decided to do it and post it here...
...... just because rain is coming!! (?)

BASICS --
NAME: olivia
NICKNAMES: stef, oliver and erm. fatimah
BIRTHDAY: 28091986
AGE: 16 and going older
BORN IN: kk hospital, singapore
CURRENT LOCATION: amk ave 3
WHAT ARE YOUR FEARS?: dying without having my dreams fulfilled
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?: yes, yes
DESCRIBE WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE: 177cm tall with short black layered hair and a hint of brown, black eyes, framed by shiny blue spex, high cheekbones... normal looking lips?
WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE?: bit of an idealist a lot like a dreamer
DESCRIBE YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: we gotta have a mutual understanding!
MOST EMBARASSING MOMENT: i don't remember
THE NAMES OF YOUR FUTURE CHILDREN: nikki, nikxi or josh
WHOM DO YOU LOVE?: just a special few
SHOWER AT NIGHT OR MORNING?: both
WHERE DO YOU GET YOUR MORALS?: most from my ideas and experiences

FAVORITE --
ICE CREAM: cookies&cream
FOOD: italian (tho i've never been on a full course italian meal before...)
DESERT: anything not too creamy
VEGETABLE: brinjal, long beans, french beans, cabbage...
FRUIT: cherries
MEAT: chicken
CANDY: jellytots
GUM: bubble...gum ?
BEVERAGE: iced tea, nice cold MINERAL water in time to come
MOVIES: wedding singer, dead poets' society, coyote ugly
TV SHOWS: just for laughs, art attack
TALK SHOW: i don't watch a lot of tv
ACTORS: nil
ACTRESSES: nil
CARTOON CHARACTER: woodstock from snoopy and winnieee the pooh bear
SEASON: erm... the monsoon season?
ANIMAL: meow!
JOB/CHORE: dusting
BRAND OF CLOTHING: reebok/union bay
SONG: brandtson - holly park
THEME SONG FROM A MOVIE: nil
TOWN TO VISIT: ..?!! how about woodlands? absolutely adore the library..
PLAYGROUND EQUIPTMENT: swings :)
SALAD DRESSING: thousand island
COLOR: green/glittery colours
THING TO WEAR: tshirt with berms and sandals
JEWELRY TO WEAR: this necklace made up of wire and a few beads and a small bone pendant
PLACE TO BE: where the sky is in full view
SPORT: aggressive inline skating
NUMBER: 15
FLOWER: whatever that looks sweet
INSIDE JOKE: it's pretty sadistic so i don't think i'll mention....
BRAND OF SHOES: not really important
FRIENDS TO HANG WITH: everybody i know
THINGS TO DO: skate, read, be online, attend gigs, lie on my back and stare into the night sky for hours etc
SMELL: peach
MUSIC: refer to the column on the left

THE FUTURE SIDE --
DREAM CAR: something someone can drive me around with
CAREER/FAMILY: it's too soon to say!
DO YOU WANT KIDS?: yes after i'm done with handling my life and dreams
ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE?: no i don't think so
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN FIVE YEARS?: working towards a degree in australia
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN TEN YEARS?: poor, living in an apartment and living life
WHAT DO YOU THINK THE FUTURE WILL BE LIKE?: great! (pants on fire)
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN OR HELL?: i'm going places

HAVE YOU EVER --
DRANK ALCOHOL? yes
SMOKED CIGARETTES? no
DONE DRUGS? no
IF YES FOR ANY OF THE PREVIOUS THREE, DID YOU GET CAUGHT? no
BROKEN THE LAW? yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME? no
BROKEN A BONE? no
SKINNY DIPPED? no
PLAYED STRIP POKER? no
PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE? yes
FLASHED SOMEONE? no
MOONED SOMEONE? no.
KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW? yes
BEEN ON A BLIND DATE? yes
BEEN ON A GAME SHOW OR TALK SHOW? no
BEEN IN A FIGHT? yes
BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY? yes
RIDDEN IN A FIRE TRUCK? no
BEEN ON A PLANE? yes
COME CLOSE TO DYING? yes
SNUCK ONLINE? snuck online ?
CHEATED ON YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no
GIVEN SOMEONE A PIGGY-BACK RIDE? yes
EATEN A MUD PIE? no
BEEN IN A SAUNA? yes
SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yes
HAD A DREAM OR NIGHTMARE THAT MADE YOU WAKE UP? yes
SHOT A GUN? no
SEEN A WHALE WITH A POLK-A-DOT TAIL? yes

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT --
ABORTION? cruel? especially if used as a form of birth control
BILL CLINTON? i don't give a fuck
YOUR COUNTRY? screw this place
ALTERNATIVE MUSIC? *face lights up*
HEAVY METAL? seldom listen to it
CLASSICAL? only at ice skating rinks
OLDIES? as long as they don't sound tacky
CLASSIC ROCK? cool
SOAP OPERAS? turn offs
YOUR PARENTS? of course
ANIMALS? cute furry little animals!
AIRPLANES? hate the staleness of the air.
AMUSEMENT PARKS? fine only when i feel like it
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE? why not?
GOD? bullshit

WHAT IS --
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? don't really have one
THE WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? i haven't heard enough yet
ON THE WALLS OF YOUR BEDROOM? just a soft board.. shifting into a new place very soon
YOUR FAVORITE THING FOR BREAKFAST? ham and cheese sandwich
YOUR FAVORITE THING FOR LUNCH? don't usually take lunch
YOUR FAVORITE THING FOR DINNER? mom's cooking
YOUR HOUSE LIKE? 2 living rooms, 6 bedrooms, 2 kitchens, 4 bathrooms, 2 storerooms :P
YOUR FAVORITE RESTURANT? no preferences
YOUR FIRST CHILDHOOD MEMORY? me with a headful of curls in underwear, seated on the floor playing with plastic cups

WHICH IS BETTER --
COKE OR PEPSI? pepsi
ORANGES OR APPLES? oranges
ONE PILLOW OR TWO? two
DEAF OR BLIND? deaf
POOLS OR HOT TUBS? depends
BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? depends
TALL OR SHORT? tall
TV OR RADIO? neither one
DRESS OR SKIRT? skirt
SOLIDS OR STRIPES? stripes
SWEET OR DILL PICKLES? sweet
CHIPS OR POPCORN? chips
COOKIES OR CAKE? cookies
BEANIE BABIES OR STAR WARS? beanie babies
MOVIES OR TV? movies
MUSIC OR THE COMPUTER? music
TELEPHONE OR TV? telephone
MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING? depends
DAIRY QUEEN OR TCBY? dairy queen?
BEACH OR POOL? beach
MOVIE THEATER OR RENT? depends
GARAGE SALE OR THRIFT STORE? depends
WALMART OR TARGET? only been to target
INTERNET OR PHONE? internet
EMAIL OR SNAIL MAIL? depends
DAY OR NIGHT? night
SWING OR SLIDE? swing
ROMEO OR JULIET? erm?
GAP OR ABERCROMBIE & FITCH? gap?

ARE YOU --
A VEGETARIAN? no until they have more varieties in the dishes they serve
A GOOD STUDENT? unless you piss me off
GOOD AT SPORTS? only in certain areas
A GOOD SINGER? just an average
A GOOD ACTOR/ACTRESS? yes
A DEEP SLEEPER? seldom
A GOOD DANCER? probably not
SHY? seldom
OUTGOING? only when i'm interested in what you're saying
A GOOD STORYTELLER? just on paper
PREPPY/SLUTTY/SEXY/SPORTY/ALL OF THE ABOVE? don't label me!
A FOLLOWER? i doubt so
DO YOU THINK THAT YOU'RE POPULAR? can't really be bothered about that

DO YOU --
ENJOY PARKS? yes
LIKE PICNICS? yes
LIKE SCHOOL? no
LIKE THE COLOR PINK? depends
WET THE BED? no
LIKE TO SING? yes
LIKE TO SHOP? yes only when i have the dough to spare
LIKE TO PARTY? depends
GET IN TROUBLE A LOT? i just don't get caught
WEAR MAKE-UP? only when i feel like it, which seldom happens
CHEW YOUR FOOD BEFORE SWALLOWING? i haveee to!
LIKE TO TALK? no
LIKE TO LISTEN? yes

WOULD YOU --
EAT A LIVE BABY HAMSTER FOR A MILLION DOLLARS? yes
GO TO A HANSON CONCERT IF YOU HAD FREE TICKETS? yes
EVER GET A TATTOO? yes
EVER GET ANY BODY PARTS PIERCED? yes
KILL SOMEBODY YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR FIFTEEN MILLION DOLLARS? no
EVER WEAR A PAIR OF UNDERWEAR ON YOUR HEAD? depends
DATE AN INCREDIBLY UGLY, YET INCREDIBLY RICH GUY? no
HAVE SEX WITH A TOTAL STRANGER FOR A MILLION DOLLARS? no
TRY TO PICK YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TOES? no
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? at the moment; 'what is life with no dreams?'

so there.

sleepless nights.... how i hate sleepless nights
sky is orange and rain waits to fall
do yooouu hear thunder?
nights like this make you wanna go back under blankets
enveloped in covers you drift off to dream...

sleepless nights .

man... i was awoken at 2am
friend and i figured it was him who sort of sent vibes by just thinking of me while i was in lala land
and tada
i received them :) and then i woke up.
weird how these things work.
so for a while, we did what we do best.... sms.
well the services are lagging right now and i just made myself cold ham and cheese sandwich (breakfast!)
waiting..... just waiting for the messages to come through
this is super boring

THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING!

star light star bright... will you wish on a star tonight?

ARRGHHHHHHHHHHASKDH!#@#$HK:@#H$!K:H@#$K:!@JH$:K!#BR#BRH#@HVRC#@$!HG$@!!@VH$@!#G@!H$@!VBRH!@#R!#@G$BH@!#G!@#V!@H$JG!@H#!@V#H!@V!!!!!@#GARGARGFGAHEBRHEAG#@GKVHR!KV#R!HAHRBAEBFBAHSBRHAEBRAERARRRRRBHADFSBAEHRQH#GB!HK#BR#!BF#HQKVR!H#R!BRH!R#!$!$B#HV!DFFARRRVHASGDBARHEAV#!$!!!!!$HB!@#$H!V@%RH!#@%R#V@RA!VR!!!!! ITCHING TO SKATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!@$##K@$H@K#$H@K#!H$@#K DYING TO SKATEEEEEE!#$NK!@N$:B!$!B@B!B!B!B!B!B!@$K@!$NK#@!#@!K@$H!#!!!! S|ARRRAHGADKJRQWKERJQWO#R#@@@@@@@!@#$@#!!!!! Q$R@#JK$JH#$H!KH deliverrrrrrr the evilllll from meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (?)

don't you ever dare judge or label me.

i hate hearing the pleading cries from a kid
i hate
them parents who don't do shit to stop the cries
but to
cry with them - -
do you remember your childhood?
because i sure don't remember much
i don't remember having dreams and wishes
don't remember asking for bedtime stories or kisses
don't remember wetting my bed or waking up for a drink
don't remember begging for barbie dolls and polly pockets
don't remember hoping for tooth fairy to come by
don't remember wondering whether if santa will visit
i don't remember if i believed the fairy tales i was told.
okay the heat is getting to my head............

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it's been a pretty good day
caught mr deeds with sam and decided cineleisure has the best seats.
big spacious and comfy...
and i had a really weird encounter today
i wonder how often these things happen?
ever caught a total stranger's eyes and held them longer than the usual gaze?
i was in hypno when it happened for the first time in my life
he didn't finish his smile for some other guy and it dripped into mine and he looked sort of idiotic but what the heck it was his eyes i was staring into
he had really kind eyes!
but by then i was already making my way out so i broke it by returning the.. smile?
and when i walked out i was like
Wow what was that man!
i mean, i wouldn't have noticed him this way if out eyes didn't meet.
big big possibility i might see him again

how do you live where there are no dreams?

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forget it

kids central and nickelodeon have nice shows.
yay no more calls from the agent because the house has been sold.
no more feelings of invasion caused by house viewers.

listen : crash test dummies - superman's song

gone case..... a blooody gone case... fuck man i've screwed it big time. fuck. fuck. fuck .f uck. fuck. fuck .fuck .fuck .fuck . fuck!.
did i mention that one of my friends think i sound like this back up singer in sunny day's song about an angel?
and she wouldn't believe the band isn't mine.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
damn.. this is totally fucked up. fuck.ed.up.
argh.
SEND ME AWAY WHY DON'T YOU
/me dies from shame.

let go. AGAIN!?

bored & bothered

well have you ever had this feeling of indecisiveness
it makes me feel all ... . . twitchy and ... . .
.. . . . ... . . restless.
the two adjectives don't really go together but what the heck.
today (yesterday actually) is/was my last day i will feel super energised and good.
from all the skating and ..! jamming :)
jammed in the morning and skated at night.
had our first *gig* (a 1 song gig) in the studio when this bunch of jokers were standing outside listening and then suddenly started moshing to one of our songs. :P
still felt high from all the skating just a while ago before i got reminded of this problem which's been bugging me quite a lot these past few days.
*sigh*
(pms?)
it will be consistent revision for 2 months when the sun rises today.
*sigh* again
there is soooo much i've yet to improve in my skating!
can't wait for the next session... which will be like in 2 months' time. duh.
this won't do.
i have to and i will. do my revision. and stop thinking about the plans i have in mind for my long holiday.
bleah.
perhaps time will also get me ouuuuuuuuuutta
this agooonnnnnyyyyyyyyyy y y yyyy
think i'll just go sleep.
still have sucky social bullshitting studies lessons later.
sleep is the best medicine.

how do you feel today?

i realised i have not been writing as much as i used to
it's also been some time since i last wrote proper poetry.
maybe it is just the kind of schedule i have adopted that's made me stop writing a bit?
i really hope that's that.
was going through my past entries in the older diaries (yes the rEAL ones..) and sheeeshhhh!
so so much depressing stuff :(
the books really should be burnt.
last few entries were on happy stuff though.
what has happened?
don't you just miss feeling miserable sometimes
meow.

devoid.of emotions.

What is your Alter-Ego
Personality?

why are there so many
songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side
rainbows are visions
but only illusions
and rainbows have nothing to hide
so we've been told and some choose to believe it
i know they're wrong wait and see.
someday we'll find it
the rainbow connection
the lovers, the dreamers, and me.

who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on a morning star?
somebody thought of that and someone believed it
look what it's done so far...
what's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see
someday we'll find it
a rainbow connection
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

all of us under its spell we know that it's probably magic...

have you been half asleep and half you heard voices
i've heard them calling my name
is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors
the voice might be one and the same
i've heard it too many times to ignore it
it's something that i'm supposed to be..
someday we'll find it
the rainbow connection
the lovers
the dreamers
and me

went to a gig at jammerzpit earlier
it was like some marathon... i think there were 12 bands in total that performed!
most were punkrock bands
one or two alternative bands
2 emooo bands.
a miracle i did not fall asleep during the gig
butt hurts though. maybe from too much sitting
or maybe from the falls i've had while skating on friday
cops visited us again before we could skate to our fill at cbd
and some guy dislocated his finger. so the finger was really out of place.
looked freaky..
there were skateboarders around too
man... i have not seen anybody with a board run so fast before :P
we all got away
'cept for a few skaters.
sigh the ledges were really smooth and over waxed
maybe i should go down to blk14 again
before that nice place gets demolished.
i feel like i am speaking in point form
and i feel sleepy tired and bewildered
so i should stop here and go to sleep

...was gonna type good night
like, who will i type it for?

no longer cradled
in gravity's memory
still in
lessness
spinning
in torment
into the lightning white.

things have been good lately
the party 2 days ago went well and there was way too much food..
but hey, at least that's better than having too little food!
headed down to the old changi hospital after dinner and loads of guitar playing and coaching at the new flat
16th year of my life, i have not yet seen a real ghoul.
8 of us went and we only had 2 small torches and 3 candles (candles ?)
it is an irony because the wild dogs we bumped into were much scarier than what we hoped to see....
man.. i don't think i have ever been that terrified in my whole life!
there were flights of stairs we went down, thinking that they were going to lead to the basement of that building and instead, they led us out into the open road.
took a few pictures there (.....) and then tada
we saw the dogs and they barked like nobody's business we screamed then scrambled back up the stairs almost had to climb on each other to get away because everybody was moving too slowly and the last thing on our mind was where to hide ourselves.........
luckily the dogs did not give full chase. :P
it's hilarious, just thinking about the incident.
by the time we finished *touring* the unlocked buildings it was already 4 in the morning
took a cab home and we were still game for that hut near my place (in punggol)
there was also nothing in there. just space.
and uh, pillars.
the rooms were super spacious though! and they had a building on itself which was the cooking area.
oh well
it was all insanely fun. Ü

nasehr : GO LARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

i'm andy cole's tortured sole lost out again in front of goal
i wish i had your cocaine confidence
some girls are easier on the eye

but could you take the silent lives
i wish i had your full on arrogance
but i'm a white witch mad bitch hooked on drugs
the jury's out, the lawyer shrugs

the angel on my shoulder falls asleep

do you believe in me
or are you leaving me?
do you believe in me.. or are you leaving me

i thought i was columbus
turns out antarctic scott
and i always ate my friends along the way

but don't ask about the reasons
nor reason with my aims
the closer you'll appear.... the less i'll say.

do you believe in me? or are you leaving me
do you believe in me.. or are you leaving me.

silent fool.
but give me time and i might prove
i could do anything i choose.

i'm andy cole's tortured soul lost out again in front of goal
i wish i had your cocaine confidence.
but i'm a white witch mad bitch hooked on drugs
the jury's out the lawyer shrugs
and all the wine you had just left me sober.

do you believe in me
or are you leaving me?
do you believe in me, or are you leaving me.

drink puts the angel on my shoulder to sleep

you're the virgin suicides. you're sad but pretty, and very, very dreamy.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.

i painted the back of my hp cover
can't wait to get my hands on the canvas after os

some adults are just so narrow minded

try discussing issues with them
they give you one whole chapter of Why Your Point Of View Is Not Right
and one whole book of The Whys and Hows Of My Point Of View

say it is pointless for the discussion to go on
they take insult to that.

safeguard me from falling into the gripping clutches of adulthoodmindedness

in 10 days i will be 16

fuck.

sands of time
slip my fingers through
so used to you
y0ur silver laced face

it is so easy. come, succumb to my silent rage.

went for a run
it was really something for a change
cold fresh air against face and breathing magnified in the silence
a sudden blur of trees branches reaching in and out of the realm
yep it was that serene.
now that i've gotten past the stage of dragging myself out of bed
it's gonna be difficult not to create a habit outta this
i think i'm ready to prepare for school now
actually i was supposed to be revising for my physix paper but i thought
ah what the heck
how does one study with beaddds of perspiration running down the forehead? :P

wow bad karma

read this
it's good
very good...

13 more days
this is all too soon.....
when tomorrow comes i will think back and muse
Wow and to think i was 16 yesterday.
how is that possible?
how can that be possible
why, i cannot even imagine not being 16
and now to imagine myself thinking back and saying wow i was 16?
time is running out
soon i will be 16
then 20. 25. 30. 35. NOOoooooooooooooo..................
is it just death i am afraid of?
doesn't feel like it
sure i complain and whine to myself now and then
about how sucky things are
i love life
so many things to do so little time
i have big big dreams
and then questions of why how and what come flooding into the head
yet again.
is that why we are all here?
to look for the answers
what if i never find answers to all of my questions
what's the point then?
of living
what is it?
tell me
.
what happens to people who never got to fulfil dreams they held on so very tightly
dreams that saw them through life

and this brings tears to my eyes

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pop goes the weasel.
i'm sleeeeeeeeeeeepy

didn't do much today (yesterday?)
woke up brushed teeth bathed ate lunch then went to the new house..
love my new room!! took a few shots of it.. i couldn't resist :P
and i'm just hoping that the other furnishes will not screw the whole thing up.
did some shopping with my mom and bought a skirt.. shampoo... facial foam.. etc etc etc
the next album i'm gonna place an order on...gotta be appleseed cast's............zz..z.z.zz....
i hear the train approaching
the train that takes us all to lala land

is this all just an infatuation?
tell me you feel the same way too...

these days i head home straight after school. no more long hours at burger king and wasting afternoons away... no more trying to decide how to spend time. it's time we hunt to spend ever since term 2 started.
yup that's how hectic our schedules are.
eh no. not hectic. wrong word.
we don't find excitement in work and revision. (duh)
prelims start next week and i've vowed again not to stray from my work.
gotta concentrate! and be consistent! and study! study! study! study! study! study! study!
reached home early today and felt super tired
plus the strain i feel in my right thigh and the aches of the lower back uh. the bruises i see on my knees and shins and elbow make me really wonder what i see in skating
closer friends in school all know that look on my face everytime i arrive
they know when i've been skating and when i have not been heh.
is this really a passion or am i just trying to prove myself?
that i will not give it all up when disruption tries its luck
of course i'd like to think of it not as the latter but i am still not sure.
kean told me about feeling aches in his joints

a sign of getting old he said

or is it just the skating (and falling ?) he has done?
*shrug*
but he is only 22.
i thought about something new today
while i was just sitting down on the bed after tossing bag on the ground.
do people only reflect after a year has gone by?
...'reflection of my past year'
then comes
...'new year resolutions'
where did all these come from? certainly it doesn't mean reflection can only be done after a year has passed.
how about doing it at the end of everyday? or everytime we take a bath
i don't know but i think my thoughts become clearer (or cleaner!?) whenever i bathe
do people really not bother thinking though these things?
like if they've went against their own conscience, principles or will
whether if they've said something senseless or insensitive that could have made the other person feel like fuck for the rest of the day. and probably made that other person have that notch of hatred for the human race risen as well.
little things like that.
i know I do.
maybe that is why i drift so far sometimes in school
because one question leads to another

her soft oval face, her eyes shone so ever brightly.
filled with tears, looked up to me.
she poised the inevitable question i knew i had to hear one day.
i am not ready to answer.
"tell me, please, would you? tell me if they they even care."

gonna take a bath now
then stop by at borders and check whether if the kurt cobain journal is out
before going to the dentist again
get a change of bands for my braces
and head for sam's place

i'd better hurry!
it smells and feels like a storm is heading right for me

haha nooo they did not pay me to do this.
you think they should start? :P
i bought the blueberry one!
the beesssssssssssstttt cheeeeesecaaaaake i've ever eaten man......... who can resist sara lee's cakes? :P~~
erm okay maybe those who do not take cakes.
or cheese.
i love cheese!!!!!!!! ! ! ! !!! !!! ! ! !
:) :) :)

i just remembered...
i had a space dream this morning !
felt the weightlessness, was in a space suit and all!
but i was confined to the space craft. - -
my space suit was attached to the top of the craft with a thin tube..
i think i was trying to get outta the craft but this other person (i don't remember who) did not allow me to.
duh.
better luck next time :P

screwed up my eng prelim papers today
made the silliest mistakes
(and kean makes no sense ?)
celest reminded me that the papers are over so no use fretting over them... heh.
felt better! i'm okay now. i'm fine!
larlarlarlarlar.....
only prelims what ?
larlarlar.....
i've got bloody f&n mock exam tomorrow (in the midst of prelims?!?!?!!)
crazy teacher.

how now brown cowwwwwwwwww w ww w my english paperrrsssssssss

*silence*

...
..
.

come up to meet you
tell you i'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are.

i had to find you
tell you i neeed you
tell you i set you apart.

tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
oh let's go back to the start.

running in circles
coming in tales
heads on a science apart.

nobody said it was easy
it's such a shame
for us to part..

nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be
this hard.
oh take me back to the start

i was just guessing
at numbers and figures
pulling your puzzles apart.

questions of science
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart.

tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
oh and i rush to the start

running in circles
chasing in tales
coming back as we are..

nobody said it was easy
ohhh it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it will be so hard.....

i'm going back to the start.

school starts again tomorrow
don't wanna go to schoooooooooooooooool
:(
school is a bore.
a bloody bore...
*snores*

summary of the day:
0800hrs
skate comp, pictures, dehydration, lunch with rain.
1400hrs
shopped, train ride home, sprayed some gold paint on skates, terrible headache, met sam.
1900hrs
bad luck, missed prize giving, somemore pictures, dinner, headache.
2130hrs
bus ride home, headache, rain, soaked in cold water, soothed.
2230hrs
rain, broken guitar string, headache, rain, screw peedy and max.

pictures will be uploaded as soon as i get my hands on the files

heard that this guy from school1 alpha platoon 4 at tekong committed suicide.

howwwwww could they do this?!!?!?!!?!?!??!??!?!?!??!!?!?!??!??!
they've taken yet another life
i hope all of them die a terrible death.


ALL !

i miss playing the guitar.
the string just had to break!
@#%$^%@$#%

eh... what a bore.
woke up bout an hour and half ago and i'm still feeling sleepy!
it's been another boring day.
grew somemore mold.
haha no.
just kidding!
*yawn*
did i mention how fascinated i am, by stars ?
stars...... the ones in the sky.
it's been really cloudy these few nights.

sometimes i look up to the brightest one up there and i wonder whether if anyone else is doing the same as i am.
wonder whether if they look up, also in search for some form of guide in life....

i want a telescope and a glass ceiling.
some comfort love warmth and assurance with cherries would be nice too...

wishful thinking ?

i wonder what other galaxies hold

loads of comfort love warmth and assurance with cherries ?

there is still so much to me and the world i have yet to know
this simple life led here in this simple city with its simple people is already wearing me down
should i even allow it?
questions unanswered with so many whys to ask
a terrible need to understand
the need to discover my cause.
hello?

give me the strength.
to go on

positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive. positive.

no, i do not believe in god.

it's been a long (and boring) day
almost 5am now.
zillions of thoughts came and stayed the past 19hours i was awake.

"Being an agent for others he found easy: he felt immune from people anyway, watching them like they were through a window. Lying was easy too, as he didn't understand what truth was beyond what the naked eye took in. A dying animal caught in a gin trap, watched with intense curiousity, was nothing beyond what it was: a dying animal. Sometimes when he looked at these creatures afterwards he realised that they had been damaged, but he had no memory of how they came to be like that. He saw nothing wrong in this behaviour - it was merely an illustration of what he felt others did to him. Just as some people painted or wrote to express themselves, he destroyed things. But it took time to understand that this was his vocation.

The sad messiness of an interrupted life, the graphic evacuation of violent death, the aftermath of murder, all drew him until the scene stuck to his mind like glue, as though he had been waiting all his life to find himself in a room like this and for the discovery of such naked emotion. He needed passionately to know what could have caused this dark spill of violence, in such contrast to the bloodlessness of his own existence. He wanted to understand. He wanted to know the man who had done it and, above all, why.

He knew there was something still missing about himself and waited to discover what it was. He wondered if it mightn't connect with the sense of secrecy that pervaded his childhood, the time spent watching, waiting, hidden. He found what he was looking for in the clouded eye of a tortured man. The dumb, uncomprehending pain of the animals killed was replaced by a terrible sense of recognition in the eye of his beholder that he was facing his nemesis. Now and at the hour of death. He knew then that his destiny was destruction, killing people. Killing was something - the only thing, perhaps - he was very good at when it worked, it was accompanied by an insight so intense that it blinded in its revalation. Now and at the hour of our death. So lonely baby.

Nowhere else to go, except in deeper."

sometimes i can't see beautiful.
i need you to show me secrets
can you breathe?
so i can hear you.
say to me that
you're not leaving.
sad boy flies and comes down broken.
realise that i can't without you
cloudless blue
inside of your eyes.
it's so much clearer when i'm with you.
no where else is where i want to be.
and when you're gone
i'll always know where you are.
just think of me..
and you know that i will
think of you.

mmmmm.
had some problems with the blog earlier..
logged in and clark told me something about not being able to load my blog on a graphic browser but works fine on text browser?
my comment link has disappeared.
sent a complaint to the stupid blogheads and demanded an explanation.
it always happens.........
other blogs were loadable!

well anyway.
went for a movie (yesterday?)
lilo n stitch. it was good.. terrific. fabulous!
but one thing i almost could not stand was.
there was this bunch of girls seated right behind us and throughout the whole movie they went:
Oooooooooo he is so cuuuuuuuuuteeee!!!!!!!!!
or.
awwwwwwwwww so poooorr thinnnnnng!!!
... .. . ..
i don't know but i absolutely cannot fucking stand comments like these
they were overdoing it lah.
oh well..

met nasehr and schnyp
went for stammtisch at marche
walked about somemore
bought a rush of blood to the head!
was listening to the 4th track then i was like.. "okay i am definately getting this"
could not find finch's albums at borders though.
have not listened to the coldplay album yet.. will lap up the whole of it later during the ride to singapore poly :)

lunch with rain at sp
train ride with nasehr after programme
gonna be there by 0815
gotta be up by 0600
father's not giving me a lift.
i had better be sleeping soon... . . ..

blanket of clouds.

*yawn*

rain + finch's what it is to burn = pure bliss.

who am i kidding?
the world's fucked.
everybody's nuts.

damn tempted to just go....

i hate you all.
all of you.
screw you and fuck off.

but nooooo.
my head's telling me to do otherwise.

what's a girl like me to do?
change the world?

just ate some prunes and i feel better now.

bloody bastard.

was feeling cranky in the afternoon
so i got my ass off the chair (back here again...) and went down to marine terrace
met some guy and skated a little got some cuts and bruises still couldn't do a perfectly perfect mizuo (JUST YOU WAIT!) took the long route bus missed a few stops walked back to my stop sat down stared at the sky for a while went home bathed then tada!
here i am.
ahhhhhhhhhh headddddachhhhhhhhhhe

THERE IS NO DENIAL.
MUSIC BRINGS US ALL TOGETHER!

was at the alleyway revol. 2 mountbatten cc gig
and there was this very special moment...
when full pledged munkees started playing.
everyone. and i mean EVERYONE! everyone
the skins.. punks, kids with chuck taylors and black rimmed glasses.
started moving to the music!
maybe it was just the ska? refreshed their ears after all the hc and punk?
was sitting right at the back against the wall so i had a good view of the audience
heads were bobbing up and down.. some even started skanking
that did not only make me realise how much i missed ska

i felt this glow from within
maybe all is not lost
maybe there is still hope left for the human race after all.
:)

but i certainly have had enough hc for tonight..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
calv left earlier so chris n i just sat and stared/listened (and napped ?).
felt too much of a bum to get up and join the crowd in moshing.
felt terribly sleepy too.
imagine. hardcore bands + sleepiness? :P
almost impossible..................
but then again
*yawn*

do evil, somebody will know.
you think nobody knows.
you think you're the master of all criminal minds.
they will find out. one way or another.
there is no escape.
karma police will come for you.
just you wait and see !@$%#%

i have nothing to say today.

nothing but a throbbing head!!!


*throb* . *throb* . . *throb*
*throb*! . . . *throb* . . *throb*

what's your inner flower?

[c] s u g a r d
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i remember there was once muse asked what my favourite flower was
so i went i don't really have one, do you have a list for me to choose from?
every flower i see is pretty.

he seemed shocked
"but every girl has a favourite flower!!!!"

is an inner flower okay for an answer?

on repeat : fenix tx - tearjerker

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[a prayer for every broken soul,
i hope you heal.
does anybody hear me?
i said i want you to heal.]

please don't go.

when all is down
think about the times you had
the times sunshine was abound
times when not a sunken face was seen
in the reflected image of yourself

would anyone ever know?
how much of a delight you are to me
it pains me terribly so,
things life has done to you.

say a prayer before i sleep tonight
a prayer for you i'll recite
that hey, when tomorrow comes,
everything will be alright
so close your eyes and sleep real tight
i wish you happy dreams tonight.

maybe a phase is what this is
perhaps oversensitivity kicked in

hanging for a star
are we still waiting?
the distance very far
are we still hanging for a star?
why are we waiting now?
..stranger as it may seem
we're still holding this bunch of dreams.

or are we?
0437
it's raining!
it's raining for you and me.

i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself i will not get ahead of myself

save
save me from this
wandered around the town
all the thousand things
i might miss.

and you
think we'll suffer much
think we'll close our eyes
just to see the light
pass us by

with tomorrow coming
hope that i don't let you down again
said i'm so glad to be here
does it mean a thing
if only i could breathe what you breathe
if only i could see what you see.

sit
we'll take our time
watching the flowers grow
all the friends we've known..
say goodbye.

and you
did you suffer much?
did you close your eyes
just to see the night rush on by.

gathered all around you
hope that we don't let you down again
said i'm so glad to be here
does it mean a thing
if only i could breathe what you breathe
if only i could see what you see.



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look! emo kid! who me!? mmm.

got that off drey's blog
cool site... go visit!

sometimes i get so tired i smash my guitars
forget everything else in the world
that heavy load on upon my shoulders
go on now.
go slip into sweet deep slumber

would you.
hold my hand and walk by me ?

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our lives are geared mainly to deflect the darts
thrown at us by the laws of probability.
the moment we're able, we insulate ourselves
from random acts of hate and destruction.
it's always been there - in the neighbourhood we build
the walls between our houses
the wariness with which we treat the unknown.

one person in six million will be struck by lightning.
one woman in sixteen will experience breast cancer.
one child in 10,000 will experience a serious limb deformity.
fifteen in a hundred will experience clinical depression.
one in a hundred will experience schizophrenia.

a day in which nothing bad happens would be a miracle
a day in which all the things that could have gone wrong didn't.
the dull day is a triumph of the human spirit.
and boredom,
is a luxury unprecedented in the history of our species.

live life while you can.
complications aside.
thoughts ahidden.

yeah right.

these days i prefer listening to the silence than my files
almost void of emotions
a million thoughts a second in my head
questions seldom with answers
would you even know how's it like
what never happened went upon somebody else
would you even try
to understand?

protect me from knowing what i don't need to know.
protect me from even knowing that there are things to know that i don't know.
protect me from knowing that i decided not to know about the things that i decided not to know about.
lastly,
protect me from the concequences of the above prayer.

*yawn*

never believed in songs like sandler's grow old with you.

prove me wrong, somebody.

out here
i can barely see my breath
surrounded by jealousy and death
i can't be reached
only had a call
dragged underneath
separate from you all.
this time i've lost my own return
in spite of everything i've learned
i hid my tracks, spit out all my air
slipped into cracks
stripped of all my cares.
i'm so tired
sheeps are counting me
no more struggle, no more energy.
no more patience.. and you can write that down
it's all too crazy
i'm not sticking around.

. . . What is my spectrum? I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life. . What is my spectrum?

. jELLYtOtS .

hhhhmmmmmm.
i just looked at my previous post and remembered that i was supposed to write about prick clark yesterday.
hahahaha..
uh. i've decided not to.. due to some.very personal reasons :P

anyway!
i finally got enough sleep
been sleeping less than 5 hours the past few nights.
it's becoming a habit!!!! staying up late for the sake of staying
andthefearofgettingmoredreams
allofthemseemsorealthey'rereallydraining

this sudden obsession with candy

she said : no silver paint leh.. we use the back up colours you chose okay?

i found my silver paint in a paint shop.
how does a dark navy blue ceiling with painted silver swirls and glow in the dark stars hung from it sound?
:)
i just hope that interior designer won't screw up my idea.
by asking her workers to spend less time on my ceiling and more time on the walls or something.

i am supposed to write something about prick clark here
but i am too tired
so i will do it later :P
goooooooooddniiigghhhhhhhhtttt natassja

damn... i am getting a headache
must be due to working infront of the comp for too long a time
so i shall go download somemore mp3s now and take a shower

need some lovin' to ease the pain
things are never gonna be the same
ever again.
infuriate do you feel my rage
no reason for why they never cared.
the misunderstood grief
filled lungs with misery
the suffocated
inhale, exhale.
you know you'll be sorry when i'm gone.

What kind of Drug Addict are you?

so is this suppose to suck or what :?

What obscure band are you?

you are a book called



what
dr. seuss book warped you?

just got home from school
man i feel like going to sleep
Zzzzzzz...

had engish olevel oral earlier :)
all went well.. conversation topic was "young people these days do not spend enough time appreciating life. what are your views on this?"
or something like that
i love these kinda topics
it's when i finally get a chance to speak my mind
what i think about life itself.... with someone really listening to me.
i enjoyed talking to them (the invigilators)
not sure whether if they did though :P

an empty vessel is all you are if you are not strong enough.

my english teacher gives pretty interesting short talks on life too sometimes
but i think must of us took them as lectures.

weird why i still dislike him

just me and my music.

i have finally got it all figured out
no more morning sunshines
no more sweet good nights
tired of chasing...
i need a break.

....Zzzzzzz

nobody becomes a punk just by listening to punkrock
and composing punkrock songs
or playing punkrock songs
punk isn't all about image either
jacket and pants
mohawk hair with piercings everywhere
screw the trendy wankers we're here for the music!!!

received my mt olevel result yesterday
did pretty well for a student who used to get grades like F9 and G10 for tests :P

and for your (muse's) information, i am not a punk

early wednesday morning i drag myself outta bed
convinced myself today will be a better day
everyday routine i run through once again
at the back of my head i curse what life has made me take.

[chorus]
wednesdays..... oh wednesdays suck!

run for the bus! i'm gonna be late again
never a good start for an already crabby wednes-day
usual stares at spikes and buttons, accessories of my pack
get the fuck away, limbei is having a bloody bad day!!!!

[chorus]

i wanna sleep in late
until it's time for punks to play
who the hell are you to care
what we want to do with our day

*guitar solo*

wednesdays..... boy, wednesdays suck!
[fade away]

trigger : boring math lesson
venue : classroom of 4e2, guangyang secondary school
time: 9:30am - 10:15am

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'will'you'listen'to'me'rant?'

pedro the lion sounds even better on a rainy/windy/cold/quiet morning.
haha.
woke up to the wind rattling my window grills (yes that's how strong!)
rain is here again!
felt immediately awake and refreshed.
somehow rain makes it all better on a monday morning :)
6:33am
maybe this is what a blog is for
to fill it with nonsense from my head others might not appreciate listening to 6am in the morning?
sigh
i think the rain just died

MY COUNTER HAS DISAPPEARED !

What Was Your PastLife?

haven't been really blogging these past few days.
see that little white box with a small red cross in the middle of it?
well.
i was just trying to add an image source to one of my entries.
then that appeared. and the edit button disappeared.
.
so i can't delete that entry now.
yesyes laugh....
:(
nevermind.
it's only an entry :P

anyway!!! i've done quite a lot this week.
was at the plain sunset private gig they held at Esplanade.
07082002
*wide smile*
one of my favourite bands!!!
wednesday had been a long long day.
baked raspberrrrry cheesecake in school for this f&n proj.
HUGE SUCCESS! Ü
although it tasted more like cake than cheesecake.
it wasn't totally my fault that i added so much flour..!
that was like, our first attempt!
and the proportions were screwed and all... had to make our own whipped cream.. one of us did not bring cheese cream... (cheesecake without cheese cream?!?!!)
eh?
i thought i was s'posed to talk about the plain sunset gig. lol

just yesterday night i thought of abandoning this site
i was thinking
'what's the point.i feel almost like an entertainer'
(are you entertained?)
so muse said
'i'll read your entries if no one else does!!!'
haha. he knows i didn't mean it that way :P

i have strayed again.



What Spooky Being are You?

this is an awfully long entry.

ANYWAY. the plain sunset gig.
heh.. well it was nothing special, only that it was a private gig, only people with invites or free tickets are allowed to enter.. the crowd was mostly adults so there was no mosh pit.
i felt so ... empty after the event.
first time i did not mosh to plain sunset!
they played quite a lot of new songs and those from love songs for the emotionally wounded but non from runaway.
errr and how i got in?
i gotta thank joshua for that..
a contest was held and 3 winners were picked from all of the entries. too lazy to explain what the contest was about.
go visit the site!
in case you're wondering why have i not included the add, i already had it linked.
so now all you have to do is to search for the link. in this post. *.......*

uhhhh okay the other gig i went to
was at substation's guinness theater
08082002
an alternative/punk gig.
2 bands did covers of radiohead!!!!! from albums ok comp and bends.
i think the virgin violets were damn good. grrrrl power! :)

ahhh... there is art attack on central now.i love that show.

oh and i have placed an order with borders for my pedro the lion cd.
5 more weeks to go before collection
yay! i can't wait *wide smile*

caught signs with firdaus on national day night. :)
thanks.

don't you just sometimes think that
you're only here for others?
and not for yourself.