oh yeah forgot to mention that we took pictures of empty chalets at ecp with the camera phone and saw funny shadows.

something super odd happened today...
well i was home in the afternoon and decided to get some sleep and during the sleep i think i had a slight fever or some sort like that, no eye deer why bee cause i felt fine bee four i went to sleep.
was breaking out in cold sweat and all
so i woke up like 3 hours later to find that my door had been locked the whole time
asked family about it and they all had tried opening it while i was sleeping but couldn't
perhaps it was just me and being light headed after spending last night at substation (OBSERVATORY WOOHOO) and then at a friend's chalet, didn't get any sleep at all before and had a LOT of bar bee cued food bee four heading for some dumb school art trail in the morning.
erm yeah but i really don't remember locking the door
and i think this's the 2nd time something like that had happened
hmm...

i can't help it if i look stern all the time. o.O

convinced of my deception
always been a fool
fear this love reaction
just like you said i would

a rose could never lie
about the love it brings
and i could never promise
to be any of those things.

if i was not so weak
if i was not so cold
if i was not so scared of being broken
growing old
i would be...

blessed are the shallow
depth theyll never find
seemed to be some comfort
in rooms i try to hide

exposed beyond the shadows
you take the cup from me
your pain removes my blindness
your pain becomes my peace.

jars of clay - frail

...and the worst part of it all is that we can't do shit about what's in our faces.

the friggin RIAS website makes me wanna send them an email of cuss words.

hmmm the raw command isn't working and i am too tired to go figure out why so here's the webby for the friggin RIAS website

http://www.rias.org.sg

strangers
not one familiar
could it be who i've been waiting for
what we've all been waiting for

pointless
for there is no faith
there is no more hope

*yawn*

no use for a wish

tug tug tug
tug on the strings of your heart
tug tug tug
the lack of support here
there
everywhere
tug tug tug
when will it be our turn?
ouch.

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FUCK...
absolutely can't stand guys who act/speak/display the cutesy wutsey slap my face now behaviour.
#@$@#$#!@$!#!@$@#%@#%@#
not saying they can't be like that
BUT NOT THE WHOLE TIME!
maybe it's the bloody flu...
making me all cranky and nose running all over the place
nothing much is happening
rushing to finish the major projs
term break is after the end of next week
can hardly wait

visual visuality visualisation visual culture
there is an intention for everything and if without intention everything would be nothing.

oh yeah... forgot to mention the jam on sunday
yes we finally got our asses together at a studio after 1-2 months and after having short unfruitful non ass kicking spirit deluding sessions in drummer's school club room with his make shift drum set and vocalist's huge (and sort of damaged) amp
but it was all good
it was as if the energy that was uhh built up inside during the non jamming period got let out right there and then
we played really really really really well :)
even tried a new song on the spot and there's only 1/4 left to perfection
once missing guitarist is now back in and we're thinking of taking in a keyboardist
woohoo
can't wait for this sunday

sent sam off at the airport a few hours ago
gonna be gone for 3 years now
a place super far away
tears tears tears...

[23:49] <[S]pike> anyone wanna buy japan ghost porn disc........ very nice one......... one disc only $5.............interested msg me

o.O
that's definately a first in #porn

the milky way is all we know...

bored oh bored oh bored.
broke broke broke broke broke
bored and broke.
has anybody got any job lobannnnnnnnngs?

wouldn't it be just great if we could tour the world with a band for a living

all the words in your head
all the words in my head
the words spunned of hate
regret
it's never too late
furrow your brow
turn back and contemplate
now push the blame to the head.

words, words, words...

wish he'd shut up and drop dead.

friend got into some deep shit with her parents for sneaking out wimme
damn... how unlucky is that.

lost it...
completely lost

nothing left to say
feelings gone astray
whatever happened to the days
we thought would never fray

look upon the sky
try to read my mind
read my mind
mind games

these mind games we all play

we'll never be the same
not again
not ever.

another waste of year
another waste of tears

everything good ends at some point

and have you ever felt neglected...
like giving is always not equal to receiving

olibia
"shadowed me"
charcoal on paper
a4

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