January 19, 2005

my boyfriend was recommended a post in australia for 1 yr without holidays.

i'll have to live on memories if that really happens




January 9, 2005

"when everything falls apart,
the emptiness leaves a mark..."


- keepsake


January 4, 2005

..."i was just dreaming that u were here.. n that we were asleep together.."


I dream about that all the freaking time too... these dreams, they're usually stored in my sandcastles that I build... sometimes, they appear in my sleep at night and there, I get to re-live them in a real and also an untrue kind of way... but one thing that I know for sure; all it will take is time, for these dreams to be spun and candy coated into our shared little world of reality that belongs to us and us alone... <3


z. bedtime! :D