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December 30, 2002

this is pathetic... i am pathetic
work bloody hell sucks and everybody fucking knows that
drains all life and energy from one
bank account is empty.. they'd better sign my cheque soon
it's been 2-3 weeks now ever since work started
hating every bit of it... screw the free staff rentals
how the hell can one compare free rentals and having a life?
haven't skated for 2 weeks now
haven't jammed for a week at least
good thing i had time to swim in the morning today
otherwise i think i would have gone crazy
it's just too bad i am doing all these for marnee
it's a material world.
need marnee to buy my toys
no toys = no dreams = no life
so
i have to continue working.
i'm super amused by how some of my colleagues can talk about work 24/7
and speak of it like it revolves around their world
it's sick
had some company function earlier
it's a good thing my friend and i escaped from the function 3 hours before it ended
the atmosphere
it was oppressive
i never wanna do what i am doing now when i'm done with studying

December 19, 2002

started work at videoEZY.. won't be blogging as much as before
work's been nice and easy.. i get to rent any dvds/vcds in the store for fREE :p
working hours are kinda long. 11am til 9pm until the 2nd full time shift's been decided on.
the hours are longer than school and i only get 2 days off every week.
pay is goooood though..
sigh... things we do for $.